Pregnancy & Fear of the Future

Can’t you sleep? Why do you wake up in the middle of the night with anxiety and worries looming over you.? It’s so stresful to be pregnant and be awoken by the fear. Thinking about an upcoming labour doesn’t help. Being flooded by imaginative thoughts about your funeral […]

Toxic Family and Pregnancy

Where do I even begin? How would you feel if your own mother didn’t respect you during pregnancy and was constantly jealous of your life? How would you feel if she made you feel guilty about ‘a better life’ ( according to her) because your brother is currently […]

Fear of Motherhood

Congratulations if you are pregnant. If you are trying to conceive- Good Luck. If you are thinking to conceive but are flooded with fear and doubts my advice to you is: go for it, there is never a perfect time or an opportunity to have a child. Life […]

Pregnant Mental Chaos

When you are trying for a baby and you are first time parent you read a lot, you anticipate and imagine what’s going to be like to carry a child under your heart and give birth to them. You go through different scenarious, you even dare to think […]

Depression has a face

Depression has a face A face you cannot see You are cloaked from the world Cuddled by darkness Sleeping with your thoughts Past and present Intoxicate Attractive thinking? A way out Tempting People who should be there Hide with someone else Depression has a face It is behind […]

Religious Trap

I have been through a lot, I have seen a lot and I have learnt a lot. What I have learnt about life is that it’s made of choices. We are decision makers not the Mighty God in heaven. Being brought up as a Roman Catholic I was […]

Hypocrite due to Difficulties

I often talk about the benefits and healing properties of active meditation. I’m known of giving tips and advice how to succesful free your mind from tge realms of ovewhelming stress. I’d always thought that I had it perfectly mastered. Oh, how I was wrong. Today, I needed […]

Blurry Morning

Woke up with a porridgy and blurry mind? Do you feel like you can’t face the day? It’s just your tired mind sending you signals that you must do something to unload the cargo consisting of worries and problems. You need to make some space for new arrivals. […]