19th September 2019

I’m sitting on the sofa with our cat Mittens ( P loves him so much and he seems to appreciate extra attention from a little human being), our other cat Meg is asleep on our bed. She hibernates in our bedroom, she also likes to sit on Papa […]

18th September 2019

I wanted to wake up at 5am to exercise because 7 months after giving birth to P I still carry a kangaroo pouch or A TYRE😆 I’m questioning my mental wellbeing when it comes to my postpartum body. I thought I was fat before I was pregnant… Yes…. […]

Maternity Leave Ends

Going back to work after maternity leave fills me with dread and sorrow.  I’m not looking forward to being away from my daughter missing out on her developmental milestones during the day. I know she will be in good hands looked after by nan, myself and my partner […]

PARENTHOOD

What was your life like before having children? Many people would describe it as existence blossoming with freedom, blessed with blissful nights, financial liberation and self- centred approach. I would say-  unappreciated HEAVEN. What is your life like now? My life appears as emotional mayhem filled with love […]

Dead Inside

I have No reason to explain the illogical path I am walking Drawing water from a well, turning on a tap These all bring the same results Walking from A to B can take hours or days Though road is littered at the sides Travelling through a seamlessly […]

Personal Growth

Personal growth doesn’t happen overnight, it’s a slow and immaculate process. It takes strength, determination and perseverance to become happy with yourself. Are you happy with yourself as a person? Do you struggle with self-worth? What do you work on at the moment? Let me know in the […]

Goodbye

I have said goodbye   That does not stop the pain of tomorrow   Goodbye is more than a word   It is a feeling   Its loss   Not knowing   A play in your head   Goodbye is the pain   Of not knowing tomorrow   […]

Sweet Talking

I SEE OH I SEE THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYE OH WHAT A LOOK THE ANGER I SEE COULD MAKE FLESH COOK BUT WHAT I HEAR OH DEAR WHAT I HEAR YOU KEEP SWEET TALKING ME KEEP THAT SWEET TALKING KEEP THAT SWEET TALKING COMING THOSE SUGAR WORDS […]