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Problematique86

Gaming, Drumming and Mental Health. These are the three things I think of that I focus on outside of work and Family. I am a father to a beautiful daughter and hoping to grow that family with my darling partner.

Triggers

Triggers; just like the trigger of a gun that was never pulled. I tell myself that if the trigger was pulled a flag will pop out with a flag saying “BANG!” That is how I get through that trauma now. However, I do not know for sure. Everyone […]

Dead Inside

I have No reason to explain the illogical path I am walking Drawing water from a well, turning on a tap These all bring the same results Walking from A to B can take hours or days Though road is littered at the sides Travelling through a seamlessly […]

Goodbye

I have said goodbye   That does not stop the pain of tomorrow   Goodbye is more than a word   It is a feeling   Its loss   Not knowing   A play in your head   Goodbye is the pain   Of not knowing tomorrow   […]

Sweet Talking

I SEE OH I SEE THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYE OH WHAT A LOOK THE ANGER I SEE COULD MAKE FLESH COOK BUT WHAT I HEAR OH DEAR WHAT I HEAR YOU KEEP SWEET TALKING ME KEEP THAT SWEET TALKING KEEP THAT SWEET TALKING COMING THOSE SUGAR WORDS […]

My Hero

All I want to do Is make you proud Shout it aloud You’re my hero Without you I feel like a zero So please Do not leave Do not go I am stuck in this world With only your steps to follow Al I want to do Is […]

Depression has a face

Depression has a face A face you cannot see You are cloaked from the world Cuddled by darkness Sleeping with your thoughts Past and present Intoxicate Attractive thinking? A way out Tempting People who should be there Hide with someone else Depression has a face It is behind […]

I Can’t Fix Me

I have a problem I cannot fix We cannot seem to move forward Only backwards To memories I wish were gone And say goodbye Good-bye To the problems, I have no answers To the problems I cannot fix To the problems I cannot see Say Goodbye Goodbye Say […]

Salt

I am bleeding When I walk down the street The wound opens further A knife twisted in my flesh The more you speak The more I hide The more I bleed The more I lie   You don’t want to see me bleed So don’t ask why I […]